Subject: Anyone else out there?
Content: Hello, I came across this site looking for someone else. I have no friends for good reason, I hate my life, so I figured if I could find someone anyone like me I might understand why. My old friends think I'm wierd and creepy, and I havn't seen them in a long time, but nobody calls anyway. My girlfriend turned wife still thinks I'm wierd and hates that I'm always right about things. She doesn't like that nothing is a surprise anymore. I swear she is only with me for the challenge that not everything is pre-ordained and that I can see it. lol. the only problem is that I can only see what is going to happen in my own life and those who surround me at that time. When I'm drunk and I'm focused on others it seems thats when it comes out for them. It almost entertains me to know I have that power, but it's more like a curse and a paradox. Even though I can see it, i can't change it. I've tried believe me, but when I try it seems that it is that action that causes it, and when I don't try it is THAT inaction that causes it. Hence the paradox, not even a paradox, it just IS already. I looked up scientific reasons for it, and I have come up with this. Some people are more in tuned with the universe. Science says that the universe expands but inevitably will suck itself back into one giant mass. To me this explains the big bang. We were here before. Chaos theory syas that if we were sucked back we would explode again outward with all that energy in different ways. however I believe that it is recurring exactly the same way it did before, and that is why there are psychics through out time. ALSO there is one more of my thoeries. Energy cannot be created NOR DESTROYED. SO if I give off my energy in a certain time it surpasses "Space time" it will stay within that spot past present and future. Now say I left a certain emotion which has with it a frequency that only my mind can match, and me in the past walks through it. BANG instant psychic moment, Like deja vu. Anyway, This is a curse to me, because 1 no one looks at you the same way when you talk to them about their future and it comes true...ALWAYS...and 2. they hate you for being right and show contempt like some how it was your fault. and 3. I hate it when it always comes true, and they get mad because they still don't want to believe me, they think that I think that I made it happen just cause I said it would, so it's just me wanting to be right. If there is ANYONE out there like me. I think it might be possible to meet. I need to know if there is someone real out there, and not a fake. I'll know.
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