Hi Sweet Souls!

It is good to be back from my summer sabatical.  I don't know about you but once the children get back to school, it is my signal to get serious and back to my level of responsibility. 

This summer has been a trying one.  I was diagnosed with cervical cancer in May.  I decided to pull away for awhile in order to heal myself and regroup my energy.  At first, I felt sorry for myself.  I didn't tell anyone for a few weeks.  Then I went into survivor mode.  I did research on healing myself since the doctors initially wanted to remove most of my cervix.  I knew in my heart that wasn't the way to go!

I got back to the basics.  I looked within myself to see why the cancer had manifested itself in my body once again.  (I had cervical cancer 15 years ago and healed myself without too much surgery). 

For the past year or so I have been working on healing some deep seated anger and resentment especially towards my mother.  I also looked at this experience as my "wake up" call to what I was putting into my body dietarially. 

All these factors culminated into a phenominal healing session.  In August, I went to my Integrated Energy Therapist instructor/healer for a session.  (Integrated Energy Therapy is a healing modality like Reiki but uses angels.  For more information, please see the www.learnIET.com website.  I will also do some more future blogs on the subject of healing.)  In the session, I asked the angels to help me release the remaining anger I felt towards my mother and help me to begin the process of forgiving her.  It worked!

Since my healing session, the cancer is going away.  I am still under a doctor's supervision but I have always held the philosophy that it is the doctor who does the diagnosing but it is my responsibility to look within myself to see what needs to be healed and why.

I am no way advocating forfeiting seeking medical treatment for a qualified physician.  I feel Western and Eastern medicine both have benefits.